1.I'm okay, I promise.
I always hear some really really hard stories from my friends or other people but the weird thing about that is that mostly the people who had to live with that things try to pretend that it's not there or try to hide it from the public.
And this is a thing which reminds me of myself because I pretended for 2 years that I have no feelings and such things but that's not comparable to other stories.
So why pretending that you're okay?
Because it's easier to say that you're okay than to explain what you really feel inside or you just try to convince yourself by convincing others. At least many think that.
Or you just don't have the words or the power to talk about things.
But somehow everyone has to carry their own package with them, they're just not all at the same weight.
Those people who smile the whole day but actually could cry all the time are the strongest people I know.
And that's why I want to help them.
Because people like that have the best personality, they know how other people feel like because they feel like that all the time.
They deserve it to feel good again.
I can't do much about that.
But I try.
I know I can't change the past. I just want to make it easier. It's not enough, I know, but it's a beginning.
2.Blood.
This is now a topic I actually wouldn't talk about but somehow I feel like that now.
You all probably know that prejudices about emos that they're depressed all the time and cut themselves for no reason and such things.
And thatit's somehow bad to call someone emo what I think is completely stupid because actually emos are only people who are very emotional which isn't actually bad.
In my opinion emotional people are the nicest because they know how others feel and always try to hurt no one. So why should you pick on them?
And the thing with the cutting...well.
The reasons for that are not always the same, mostly it's a mixture of despair and self-hating which is caused on mobbing.
And believe me I know what I'm talking about.
You only really cut yourself if you really see no way how things can get better.
Pure despairance leads people to the weirdest things and so also to that.
You try to overcome your emotional pain with phsyical pain which. Another reason is also that the people often feel absolitely nothing anymore.
They feel emotionally dead. So they try to feel again something.
That actually works for short moments but after you only feel more bad because the thing that you've done it is that you're weak. Fragile.
Once you've started you get used to it and someone has to get you out of there.
You can't help yourself anymore.
I'm lucky because I got out there pretty quick.
But others don't have it that easy. They need help.
And then it's no help to pick on them even more and use 'emo' in a bad way.
If you want to call me EMOtional. I am.
I won't cut myself again because it doesn't change anything and it hurts you and your friends.
It's always better to talk about things.
